though my big day is coming .
i don feel that happy .
so many things happened and friendship fades and gone .
` zens , xingwei and ah xiong - friendship ended .
` wanjun laogong - studying .
` kelly - working , gort baby liaos . n we seldom got time meet
` esther - mia liaos , also friendship fades long ago .
` xuans - nort staying at amk , nort so close like before lerhs .
now i have only left with serene marmiie , bb and adrian .
now i cant think ofh other things except find job .
a job with a higher pay so that i can help my mum .
so many things happened and i'm so tired .
who will understand how i really feel .
guys i changed my num cuz i lost my card . 81198529 .
now money is so damn important , i've tuh feed myself .
i have to be independent . and i really muz thank bb and marmiie .
they were always by my side , if nort for them .
think i would have already collapse .
